Vida..Life

So...evrything is going really well actually :) Life has its ups and downs.. you gotta learn to deal with them

First time?

I meant First Kiss for all you nasty thinkers!.. almost had it today... came really close.... in a dark room to my bf kissing me but it didn't happen

BAdddd week

Has been one of the worst weeks ever... :P People being annoying and family just being CRAZY. bf being stand-offish and just annoying............ i dnt know what to do anymore.. maybe praying can help?

Everything is going the wrong way

Here we go.... Sad that my friend IS LEAVING.. ;(( just because she is failing every class but one DOES NOT MEAN that she has to leave ;PPP..... i guess its for the best though.. I will miss her though ;(.. oh well.. sitting with Ash here.. thinking and listening to a typewriter in my ear... interesting......... ;) I wish everything would stay the same.
That time would just freeze

Watching Sara Bareilles

So tired from last night.. but watching music videos with nothing else to do...... Wish that today would be amazing! <3

Wowwwwwwww ;)

So everything is actually pretty calm and happy right about now..... Spent the night at Ash's with Chrissy and played the wii until every musclce hurt me ;P I got ready for school and I am sooo tired ;P Kk.... heading off to pick up Karls....... SCHOOL.. here I COME *buh bamm bamm buhhh*

Time to rant.

So........ every SINGLE person in my life right now is annoying... except for a select few of my friends everyone is either mad at me, annoyed at me, IGNORING me, and just being mean. Idk what I have done. FOR ONE THING, Moni is annoyed prob because I invited 6+ friends to the bonfire. If she wants to stay at home then so be it but it is a church that is open to everyone. THE POINT OF THE BONFIRE IS TO BRING MORE PEOPLE IN, not to enclose yourself within gates. Doesn't matter where you will be, you will need to interact with people. SHE IS STILL MY BESTIE so me having more people to talk to doesn't change ANYTHING. for another thing, Quis is acting all weird. He likes me then he ignores me.... him and Moni both are having like mood swings.. i kinda understand Moni cuz she is a girl.. girls get moody sometimes... but Quis is a boy.. HE HAS NOTHING TO GET MOODY ABOUT.. do you see boys having periods? DIDN'T THINK SO!.... for another kinda thing, my mom and brother are now constantly fighting. SERIOUSLY? shut your mouths cuz I don't feel like hearing it at 6:30 in the morning.. WOULD YOU? didn't THINK SO. My aunt and abuelita go against whatever I say, even when I know I am right they are all like "vee are older therefore vee know vhat vee are talking about" i am like 'no you don't, you just think you do'. My uncle wants me to fix everylittle problem on his computer...as if i don't have a headache already. My cousin never listens to anyone and he is just so annoying with his talking back and mocking. GRRRRR. my life is a crazed movie right now.. a movie that people would sit through just to watch me suffer. PLUS. i am sore from exercise so here is the layout. i am going to go to school, take a STUPID sat test and then see my OH SO SMART friends who don't have the guts to tell me what is wrong with them or with myself. I am coming home to a family who just PLAIN OUT ANNOYS ME.. I am emailing a guy who is just as CONFUSIN as I am.... and then I have HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK to do over fall break. An all day activity on Friday and a 5 hour activity on Saturday. Church on Sunday where I can see my oh-so-amazing ex (NOT) and then Sunday night church again where I can think about my problems and ways to stop them that are impossible for me. FRIDAY, i have the bonfire where MAYBE i will have some fun and get to hang out with all of my friends. I AM EXCITED that a lot of people are coming and if SOME PEOPLE don't like that fact, then they need to reexamine the bible they have somewhere and get over it. CHURCH=pulling other people in to help them become better with themselves and with god. Anyone blame me for trying to pull in Alec, or Wrenny who kinda both really need it? what about quis and moni who def really need it? Yeah... so that was what I needed to get out and since I have no friends that are willing to listen to me anymore. and def not willing to talk to me about any problems.. whether it be mine or theirs... i guess i have to blog it..... ;/ Hopefully gonna have a great day. Probably gonna have a miserable day. When i told Ash i was close to breaking.. she didn't realize how TRUE that was. DOT DOT DOT

TIRED!

Very tired... can barely stay awake right now. I am gonna go get a shortbread cookie and then discuss with myself the schedule for the week. TOO MANY THINGS TO DO!!!!!!! :P

Just so Irritated

I know.. I know... there is alot of JUSTS.. but today I am just disappointed in my inability to talk with my mom and also just irritated with my ALMOST boyfriend...... he is becoming more withdrawn :/

just so Mad. and Sad. and Disappointed

I know why I am MAD. My mom who actually never even TRIES to listen to me makes me Mad. I try to talk to her and either she has something else to do or she just doesn't listen. I am just so tempted to tell her that by the time I am 30 years old I am going to be the girl who goes to a party and is like "oh.. you've had 17 amazing guy friends.... yeah how many have I had? ummm one... he broke up with me because of my family... yep.. i know SUCKS DOESN'T IT?" SAD because the one guy that actually cares about me RIGHT NOW... is starting to withdraw because AGAIN I know my mom won't let me.. and you know the excuse "but everyone else has one".... it is actually true this time. All of my friends who have bf's are still the same before and after... THEIR GRADES DON'T CHANGE! she kinda needs to understand that. I am disappointed in myself because not only do I NOT have the guts to tell the guy... i don't have the guts to tell my mom how I really feel. I am SICK and TIRED of putting this mask up for the whole world to think tht everything in my life is fine and dandy. WHEN IT IS NOT.

Troubled waters ahead

So.. Mom is mad/sad at something.. WHO KNOWS WHAT.
Had fun past friday with friends. Moni, Karls, and Char always set the mood to PARTAY..
Also had fun being the 3rd wheel at the Band festival with Ash and Duh-vid. Saw my brother Zack.... and saw others I haven't seen in over two years.
Still pondering bout the guys in my life... ;/ Confusion is my main feeling right now.
Karen OUT.

Today was one of the best worst days ever.

The day was good. Got to see my bestest friends and also the guy in my life right now. I also forgot all of my homework.. left my world civ book at school... AND our class got yelled at and made to feel ashamed by the algebra 2 teacher. Anyways... ://
can't wait til Moni and Karls come over :DD

Sooo... all righty then

Ex told me to think about it..
guy at school is acting weirdly
friends are still awesome
Face is still smiling
World is still turning..
my heart is still flying

So for once, I am blogging about something other than a guy

Reading about developing personal values and also being responsible. I am wondering how my time is going to work out when I get into more intense schedules.. especially church because I don't wanna give up church. Something to think on at least...
A lot of homework to do. World Civ, English is VERY IMPORTANT!, chemistry, and algebra.. way too much stuff to do.

Tired........

Tired.. stressed... CONFOOSED.. happy... EMOTIONAL!
lol jk to all of these..
jk to the comment above....
anyways.... finishing my algebra 2 homework.. oh the many joys

Thanks Moni

You helped.. you really did actually.. especially with the don't forget or wait for 50 years part.. ima wait for one month exactly starting now. In october the 23rd, if he is still "with me" I will deeply consider going out with him but I am not going to go as fast as i did last time because I REFUSE to get hurt if I can prevent it. Suggestions...concerns..... ideas?? MONI?!?!?

Wow.. new development but still one that I am unsure of.

Me to Ex: Well i mean i already told you i am over it. and that is good that if given the chance you wouldn't do it again, but Dan idk how long it'll be... i mean r you willing to wait?

Ex to Me: You better know it. I know I hurt your trust in me, and I know I'm far from perfect, but I'm willing to wait. As a matter of fact, Jay and me already discussed what I need to do if I'm serious about this.

Me to Ex: Well idk even how i feel about this, idk if i even really want to be with you. Just give me some time.

SO. Moni... care to comment.. OR COMFORT... or HELPP?!?!?!?

SURPRISE!

SOOO my mom is having a bday tomorrow. Sitting here with aunt and uncle planning deets! P.S. Ex is still talking to me and I am sooo confuseed!!!

Hmmm...

After a long email talk with my mom about the cons of my ex.. I told him that for right now we need to be friends... To my surprise he was like "That is fine with me :) I'll be here waiting for you when you are ready.." i think that is sweet but I gotta think about it.. def think about it.

WHEW!

Took World Civ test yesterday.... only missed two out of the graded questions... it was pretty difficult.... anyways finished with world civ altogether.. Today ima tell my best and younger friend Kat goodbye..... also I am going to continue on with English.. today will be restful ;ZZZZ

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Wow.... My head is hurting from showing my mom the sound that only people under 30 can hear... it turns out that it can hurt your ears and head if you listen to it more than twice.. OUCHIES... so much homework to do also.. grrrrr

So...

Been watching father of the bride... Makes me smile every time. Also thinking about decisions that I need to make soon about people in my life... HMM

Church tonight

So....church tonight just basically proved what I already knew.... I am falling for him again and this time idk if i really really want to..... but he gave me a hug and the sparks flew like in Miranda Cosgrove's song 'Kissin U'....

In love with the Beatles

I am officially in love with the Beatles....grrrrr I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AND WISH THAT I HAD A CHANCE TO MEET THEM WHEN THEY WERE ALIVE... :((((((
.... I have to talk to Ash and also wish that i could talk to Dan about stuff...

Hmmm

Bad grade on world civ thing.....however this day was amazing..... I loved every single moment of it and hope that there are more like 'em.... My ex finally got in touch with me and he said tht he was missing me too..idk what to do....... whether to pursue or not... DOT DOT DOT

Hmmm...

Watching escape from Alkatraz and wondering how life would have been if me and my ex stayed together..... looking at my aqua socks and thinking how blessed I am and how much I miss my camp family....listening to my cousin's annoying voice and thinking how fizzlankin hungry.....hearing my stomach grumbling and I see how random this post is... so yeah...
lol went to an awesome festival today where I went to volunteer with my church....it was a lotta fun with no youths around and therefore no drama. DONE with homework, leaves me time for ME! and also wanna get on netflix and watch a movie :D

Stars!

So...sitting here singing an awesome song................. and looking at my gorgeous star hung up in this classroom.. NOTHING TO DO.... :D

SO TIRED...

Reflection..just like Mulan

wow.... I looked through my old posts... I really was in love with Dan..... too much for my own good... If you read posts in May and in April you can see just how much I was speaking through my heart....daggone I am so sappy and so in search of the one that I can barely keep my eyes on what is right now.

Happy... Hungry...... Overworked...... Feeling a little pit PEE-EY!!!!

As the title suggests I am about to becrowned queen of the throne....THEPORCELAIN THRONE ARRGGHHH I GOTTA PEE...urgh at least I am done with my World Civ... GO DEDICATION! I am starting on Algebra 2.. WHOO HOOO and about to review on my chemistry test.. YAYY! Bunches of fun and joys. Then I have to go to church for this fantasy football draft thing which I am excited to learn how it goes.. YAY! Also thinking about how I need to be losin me some weight...whoo wheeeee (thats what the abs are for btw :D )

School week

Wow this week was tough... a lot of distractions and a lot of disappointments.... I have to ask myself some questions and push myself to find the answers..... Tough stuff right there..... anyways watching my baby sleep in his kennel and trying to do work on Egypt... not workin out too well. Can't wait til tonight to see all of my family at church.... My true fur-ends :DDDD

LIFE IS.... well okay

Mikey is acting better. He doesn't seem to hurt that much anymore. His sutures get out Thursday and he FINALLY gets groomed on Friday......GOSH TH-UH-ANK the LORD!!!!! He stinks and his breath stinks therefore we got him a toothbrush....Ooh we were at Petsmart, (bro, mom, and I) and I saw this kid I knew (who was my neighbor) and his brothers who I haven't seen in forevr!!!!!! THey were still AS CUTE AS EVER.. lol but too small for mua... daggone.. lol we finally heard Mikey's bark.....his very NON manly bark...he sounds like a VERY GIRLY CHIHUAHUA.... *high pitched* WOOF WOOF WOOF... lol he doesn't act well towards other dogs but oh well, he is gonna have to go to Our friend Jenny's house so idk how that will go... :/

T MINUS 20 something hours..and some kinda minutes

WOW SO CLOSE TO GETTING MIKEY, my new baby. We bought him this adorable bed today and a new leash and some treats and a portable water bowl and his real food and water bowl.... I WANT HIM TA COME HOME!

GRRRR>>>TIMETIMETIMETIMETIME

OMG OMG OMG....HOW SLOW CAN TIME GOO?!!?!?!?!!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!! THIS MAKES ME SO ANXIOUS......and now with all the schoolwork hopefully that will make time go faster... I NEEDTA GO SEE MI BEBE

URGHHH~

TWO DAYS ARE GONNA GO BY SOOOO SLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:DD

SOOO EXCITED.....haven't had a dog at all in two years this September.. OMG OMG OMG!!!!

OMG OMG OMG SOO HAPPY :DD MiKEY!

So.... I begged my mother to take me to the Animal Shelter....we went and spent like 4 hours looking around. we narrowed it down to like 4 and then we took each doggy outside to spend some time with each one. Both of the jack-russels were really arrogant, as soon as we got outside they ignored us. The beagle mix was really really happy and jumpy and energetic... I know its a lot like me but I didn't want that kinda dog.....Now we saw this Dacshund.... his name was Mike and he was 11 months..he was calm and cute and reddish tan....he was also very sweet we went to take him outside and he paid attention to all of my family....Adorable, caring, and sweet....we adopted him. he is getting neutered Tuesday and we pick him up on Tuesday........ YAY FOR DOGGIES!!!

BORED-NESS

Sitting here with unfortunately Moni....I have NO IDEA WHY??!?!?!?!??!?!?!? I am looking at birds and dog poop I am also watching water fall upon a fountain...and am staring at this wooden pole portruding into the table..WHAT A LIFE. dot dot dot. GOLF CART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Moni just tried to hitchhike I am gonna make sure to tell her mom...OOH BADDD MONI

POOL!!

WEnt over to zachy-wacky's pool it was sooo awesome I loved it.. maybe one day Moni can come to youth choir, youth worship, and then the pool. even though I didn't get in I still ended up getting soaking wet lol because of Chris, Zac, Jordy, and Snowflake....lol THANKS A LOT GUYS..anyways next wednesday I am bringin a bathin suit and my bff to the 10th degree Moni....lol and also really psyched about Kat, My wife ...not really but still,'s sleepover party :DDDD YAYAY SO HAPPY

TIRED

After a very trying night, I, Kary am so mad at LIFE. I got 7 hours but they were broken up hours...waking up at 3;30 then going back to sleep at 4:45 then waking up at 5:15 then going back to sleep at 5:30 and wakng up at 6:30 then going back to sleep at 6:45 and waking up at 7:00 then going back to sleep at 7:05 then waking up at 7:30 and then 7:45 and then finally waking up at 8:15. SOOOOOOO FIZZLANKIN TIRED.......even emailing with my friend Rennie and my other friend Harry doesn't help, although they do make me laugh :D

Drama...

Wow so a lotta drama at school today, three girls crying and me in an almost bad mood. Finally got on the book of faces after a while of non-use, it was good to be able to shoutout to people..lol going to lazer tag ima see how that goes. :D Yardsale tomorrow...whoop dee doo!!!!!! :DDDDDD

School and Hard Day

Wow... I am so tired..nothing to do but watch Johnny Quest...whoop dee doo..lol jkjk this is pretty entertaining.. however I wish I had more stuff to do.. :( well today was fun and also quite annoying......Oh well nothing too bad happened so everything is fine and dandy. :D

After da School

So had a pretty great day (which considering the rocky start to the morning was not considered possible)...am now sitting down in the library doin my homework.. *yawn* i be hungry!!

Thermos hunting and bookpack gettin

Got an awesome new book bag from L.L. Bean..also got a thermos...yay!! So tired..Whoo whee

WOW..

So..Church was pretty awesome.. Still annoyed with my brother but oh well what can be done... anyways..... I am gonna watch this movie and try and see what happens......

YARD SALE!!

Wow..just spent the last 6 hours helping with a friend's yard sale.. I made 110 dollars..AWESOME!...so tired..now I am going to read some and then do homework and then eat... I love my life.. (sometimes)