Trust?

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A relationship is a hard thing to maintain. There is that basic level of trust but then after that is just so many problems. From fights to jealousy, a relationship is just so hard. There are people in my current relationship that are actually trying to intercede and just get me to give them exactly what they want: me single and the guy with them. You know sometimes I am just so ready to give everything up, to move to my old school and just forget about all of this drama. FOR EXAMPLE, I am a Spanish tutor. I believe that every person has that capability to learn, and I make it my point to NOT be one of those people who makes you feel just STUPID. I know how that feels and it just stings and makes you feel horrible. So in Spanish tutoring, I call on one of my boyfriend’s little groupies to say THREE letters in Spanish. She says them pretty well but one of them she pronounces a little off. So, JUST LIKE I HAVE BEEN CORRECTING EVERY OTHER STUDENT THAT HAS MESSED UP, I tell her “Good Job” But I correct her quickly and move on. She goes to my boyfriend, and yeah here is the funny part readers, she tells him that when I called on her I rolled my eyes….. I was rude to her. I’m tired of this readers. One of the many times that I just wish I were back at a school where I had my little group and absolutely no drama. Its drama like this, these 4 groupies that don’t even KNOW me, that makes me want to throw up. So, Plan of Action: Not call on any of them in Spanish tutoring so they have no base for a bold-faced lie to my boyfriend. Also, just leave and spend time studying whenever they are around. I am going to avoid any problems, I am not going to give anyone at that school a reason to talk about me behind my back or lie about me or call me names. I frankly am tired of it, Yes I love them all. Each and every girl is special and beautiful and my boyfriend is definitely sweet and unique. I’m just left wondering: How does God want me to go about witnessing to people who will probably not even listen and then just go behind my back anyways? I am tired readers… very tired. So tired of that junk that I even left school without my bookbag and had to go back for it. Yeah…. I’m pretty tired of it. But guys tip of the day: It doesn’t matter what you are feeling whether it be anger, jealousy, irritation, happiness, joyfulness: Control yourself. Don’t let anyone see you out of control because it basically won’t help with your witnessing to other people. A good tip is that whenever you are feeling one of those extreme feelings, read a bible verse. A good one would probably be “A gentle answer turns away wrath but a harsh one stirs up anger” – Proverbs 15:1

Interesting Fact of the Day/Joke of the Day: In the movie “A Little Bit Of Heaven” I got a joke to retell to you guys! Feel free to spread it on!

So, this old man and his wife go to the doctor for his yearly physical exam. The doctor tells him “Sir I need a stool sample, a sperm sample, a blood sample, and a urine sample”

The old man is hard of hearing and turns to his wife “What?! What did he say?!?”

His wife rolls her eyes “Just give him your underwear!”

HAHAHAHA lol that cracked me up when I saw it in the movie! But anyways guys just have a great weekend. Sorry I went off up there but I needed to spew some of my anger. Hopefully the remaining weeks of Spanish tutoring go better than having three girls evilly glaring at me the entire time. :/ *sigh* Pray for me please.