Why is it so painful?

I never ever understood why the bible asks us to wait until marriage to have sex. I do now. Can you imagine telling your future wife/husband, a person whom you are so deeply in love with that no one else matters, that you had that first special moment with someone in the past? I try to imagine that and every time my heart just breaks. Not even going as deep as marriage, just dating can be heartbreaking sometimes. Try going to school with the ex and you'll see what I mean. Not going to go into any details, maybe later in a poem I wrote that night, But just trust me when I say that it wasn't the best situation to be in.. It hurt all three sides and had some repercussions on people not even involved. Drama is NOT my middle name. Believe me readers when I say that I was taught to treat all the same, I may not like some people, I may love others, but I'm supposed to treat them the same. When my boyfriend talks to me though, it just gives me chills when I think of what he is comparing me to every time that he looks at me, call it being self conscious, call it being insecure, I call it something that many girls have to struggle through. That feeling that you may not measure up, that he says he loves you now but just wait until later when something better comes along..... Depressing right? I don't know how some people do this, but an old youth leader at an old church sends out daily texts. Some days I read them, other times I don't. The times I choose to read them, they turn out to be everything that I could have ever wanted at that moment. In this specific one it basically says not to worry, to hand all of my worries over to the only one who can handle them and hold me all in one hand. Breathtaking isn't it? Girls, be happy and be proud. If you have a guy that you love as much as I love mine, Cherish every single moment that you have with him.. You never know when it could all be torn away from you.......

Tip of the day: Sing as if no one is listening, Dance as if no one is watching, and love as if you were never hurt before. Some strong words that I think every one needs to live by.. Added to that is pray as if the only ones around are you and God.. Have a great week readers and start it off on the right foot despite your circumstances.

Interesting Fact of the Day: The slowest-flying birds in the world are the American and Eurasian woodcocks, which both impressively manage to avoid falling out of the sky while flying at only 5mph during their elaborate courtship routines.....Even on a bad day.. when I am sore and tired and grumpy.. I can walk faster than that... Wow......


Again readers have a great week, I suggest checking out James 1 and 2 for this week and also live life to the fullest telling everyone you see the great news. Love you guys :)

Love,
Karen