Where From Here?

Wow....... Almost half a year since I have been on here last..... To the two views a day that I am slowly accumulating, THAT IS LEGIT.

But anyways, I wanted to let you guys know what God is doing in my life.
He is putting people in my life that are testing every part of me, including my patience. I am slowly learning that the very forgiveness and love He shows ME is what I need to show everyone else around me.
Yesterday, a freshman was in a room all by himself. He had his head down and something tugged at my heart to go and speak to him. He didn't say much but I felt a love for him and what he was going through that kept me stationed there.
I am grateful for that interaction but unfortunately that one did not test my patience. My brother is one of the most annoying human beings every to be placed on this world, he is NOT stupid because God's creations are all beautiful but he definitely is annoying. THAT BOY is one of the reasons I have learned to control what I say in order to set an example so that he will begin to consider what he says even more.

As of now, I want God to start working in my life through the people I come in contact with and my academics.
Before, I did everything of my own power and have never been so stressed in my entire life. Knowing you have a God that can handle anything you give him is like knowing you are driving a car that will never break down. There is no worry because no matter what may handle, it is covered.

This is how I am and what I am trying to become, God-fearing, God-loving, and trying to let it show somewhere else other than on here.

Not to mention that I do have an amazing best friend who loves me for who he knows God can change me into. I hope and pray that God provides a future that will bring all the glory to him and hope even more that my best friend is wound and tied all up in the future that God has planned out perfectly.

I don't want to be a Jonah. I want to trust and believe in the one who made every cell in my body work together to help me live for every blessing He has provided.

God Bless Guys <3 br="">