Today was one of the best worst days ever.

The day was good. Got to see my bestest friends and also the guy in my life right now. I also forgot all of my homework.. left my world civ book at school... AND our class got yelled at and made to feel ashamed by the algebra 2 teacher. Anyways... ://
can't wait til Moni and Karls come over :DD

Sooo... all righty then

Ex told me to think about it..
guy at school is acting weirdly
friends are still awesome
Face is still smiling
World is still turning..
my heart is still flying

So for once, I am blogging about something other than a guy

Reading about developing personal values and also being responsible. I am wondering how my time is going to work out when I get into more intense schedules.. especially church because I don't wanna give up church. Something to think on at least...
A lot of homework to do. World Civ, English is VERY IMPORTANT!, chemistry, and algebra.. way too much stuff to do.

Tired........

Tired.. stressed... CONFOOSED.. happy... EMOTIONAL!
lol jk to all of these..
jk to the comment above....
anyways.... finishing my algebra 2 homework.. oh the many joys

Thanks Moni

You helped.. you really did actually.. especially with the don't forget or wait for 50 years part.. ima wait for one month exactly starting now. In october the 23rd, if he is still "with me" I will deeply consider going out with him but I am not going to go as fast as i did last time because I REFUSE to get hurt if I can prevent it. Suggestions...concerns..... ideas?? MONI?!?!?

Wow.. new development but still one that I am unsure of.

Me to Ex: Well i mean i already told you i am over it. and that is good that if given the chance you wouldn't do it again, but Dan idk how long it'll be... i mean r you willing to wait?

Ex to Me: You better know it. I know I hurt your trust in me, and I know I'm far from perfect, but I'm willing to wait. As a matter of fact, Jay and me already discussed what I need to do if I'm serious about this.

Me to Ex: Well idk even how i feel about this, idk if i even really want to be with you. Just give me some time.

SO. Moni... care to comment.. OR COMFORT... or HELPP?!?!?!?

SURPRISE!

SOOO my mom is having a bday tomorrow. Sitting here with aunt and uncle planning deets! P.S. Ex is still talking to me and I am sooo confuseed!!!