Time to rant.

So........ every SINGLE person in my life right now is annoying... except for a select few of my friends everyone is either mad at me, annoyed at me, IGNORING me, and just being mean. Idk what I have done. FOR ONE THING, Moni is annoyed prob because I invited 6+ friends to the bonfire. If she wants to stay at home then so be it but it is a church that is open to everyone. THE POINT OF THE BONFIRE IS TO BRING MORE PEOPLE IN, not to enclose yourself within gates. Doesn't matter where you will be, you will need to interact with people. SHE IS STILL MY BESTIE so me having more people to talk to doesn't change ANYTHING. for another thing, Quis is acting all weird. He likes me then he ignores me.... him and Moni both are having like mood swings.. i kinda understand Moni cuz she is a girl.. girls get moody sometimes... but Quis is a boy.. HE HAS NOTHING TO GET MOODY ABOUT.. do you see boys having periods? DIDN'T THINK SO!.... for another kinda thing, my mom and brother are now constantly fighting. SERIOUSLY? shut your mouths cuz I don't feel like hearing it at 6:30 in the morning.. WOULD YOU? didn't THINK SO. My aunt and abuelita go against whatever I say, even when I know I am right they are all like "vee are older therefore vee know vhat vee are talking about" i am like 'no you don't, you just think you do'. My uncle wants me to fix everylittle problem on his computer...as if i don't have a headache already. My cousin never listens to anyone and he is just so annoying with his talking back and mocking. GRRRRR. my life is a crazed movie right now.. a movie that people would sit through just to watch me suffer. PLUS. i am sore from exercise so here is the layout. i am going to go to school, take a STUPID sat test and then see my OH SO SMART friends who don't have the guts to tell me what is wrong with them or with myself. I am coming home to a family who just PLAIN OUT ANNOYS ME.. I am emailing a guy who is just as CONFUSIN as I am.... and then I have HOMEWORK HOMEWORK HOMEWORK to do over fall break. An all day activity on Friday and a 5 hour activity on Saturday. Church on Sunday where I can see my oh-so-amazing ex (NOT) and then Sunday night church again where I can think about my problems and ways to stop them that are impossible for me. FRIDAY, i have the bonfire where MAYBE i will have some fun and get to hang out with all of my friends. I AM EXCITED that a lot of people are coming and if SOME PEOPLE don't like that fact, then they need to reexamine the bible they have somewhere and get over it. CHURCH=pulling other people in to help them become better with themselves and with god. Anyone blame me for trying to pull in Alec, or Wrenny who kinda both really need it? what about quis and moni who def really need it? Yeah... so that was what I needed to get out and since I have no friends that are willing to listen to me anymore. and def not willing to talk to me about any problems.. whether it be mine or theirs... i guess i have to blog it..... ;/ Hopefully gonna have a great day. Probably gonna have a miserable day. When i told Ash i was close to breaking.. she didn't realize how TRUE that was. DOT DOT DOT